zenelly: (Behold!)
Title: Just Conflict Me
Pairing: Seifer/Hayner
Disclaimer: KH isn't mine, isn't mine.
Rating: NC-17. And yes, I do mean in this chapter too.
Summary: Sometimes, Hayner presses into his own bruises just to feel the little sweet burst it gives him. Sometimes, Seifer does it for him. Most of the time, Seifer just gives him the bruises to begin with.
Author's Notes: Um. Yeah. This is my love-song to Seifer/Hayner and masochism all in one go. Used to be called "Counting the Signs" but I changed the name.
Warnings: Underage sex and masturbation. Also, Seifer's a jerk and Hayner's a masochist.

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Part 1 :::: Part 2

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Hayner bares his teeth, because right now, he’s decided that this fucker is the reason he’s been weird all day. )

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End part 3

See what I meant about a lot of parts? And uh, yeah, about you hating me a little. Enter Marluxia, my easy scapegoat for pervy people who I can pair with everyone because even Setzer gives me more willies than Marly does.
zenelly: (Behold!)
Title: Please Turn Me On
Pairing: SoRiku
Disclaimer: KH = NOT MINE.
Dedications: to [livejournal.com profile] theplumtomato and the prompt "SoRiku, living together, surprise sex >:D"
Rating: NC-17

HERE’S FOR YOU BB, BECAUSE YOU PROMPTED ME THIS, AND I DIDN’T REMEMBER IT UNTIL NOW.

ALSO I WROTE THIS WHILE BUZZED/DRUNK SO YEAH. COHERENCY.

ALSO ALSO: FOR MY BIRTHDAY, YOU ALL GET FIC. TADA!

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Sora blinks awake in a hazy sort of way, the sensory detail of the warmth of the bed and the scent of the body beside his more important than truly waking up. )

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zenelly: (Chad - This Beat)
Alright, so I currently have request slots open at [livejournal.com profile] kh_request!! Ten of them this time, and, as always, it's first come first serve.

I'm serious, you guys, request stuff. I like the challenge, and I like writing for you people.



Thread is here:
KH Request Post!!
zenelly: (Behold!)
Title: Change
Pairing: None, Sora and Kairi Gen!fic
Disclaimer: KH = NOT MINE.
Dedications: to [livejournal.com profile] punjab_banks and the prompt "catching up"
Rating: PG

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And he smiled, wide and bright, but Kairi only looked at him, knowing and kind, and she reached out to hold his hand. )

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Title: Fort
Pairing: AkuRoku
Disclaimer: KH = NOT MINE.
Dedications: to [livejournal.com profile] tyra_amria and the prompt "Blankets
Rating: PG

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Axel reached around to pull a blanket over the smaller boy, but was stopped by Roxas’s hands on his face. )

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Title: Threads
Pairing: SoRiku
Disclaimer: KH = NOT MINE.
Dedications: to [livejournal.com profile] mishiru_shi and the prompt "Mickey's Magic"
Rating: PG

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The threads between them were as thick as a web, shining and glowing and never-ending. )

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Title: Live a Little
Pairing: Zemyx
Disclaimer: KH = NOT MINE.
Dedications: to [livejournal.com profile] chocobo_cloud and the prompt "Summer is coming
Rating: PG

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Put down the book and live a little )

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zenelly: (Behold!)
Title: The Twilight Between
Pairing: Zemyx
Disclaimer: KH = NOT MINE.
Dedications: to [livejournal.com profile] prettypixiechan. Because she is my lovely beta. All other mistakes are my own.
Rating: NC-17
Summary: The thing that Demyx wants most in the world is a break from feeling the emotions of other people. He doesn't get that (in fact, it might be the opposite), but what he does get might actually be better. But either Zexion can save his sanity, or be the one thing to push him over the edge.
Chapter Summary: "Looks all clear," Demyx announces, the words buzzing his ears.
Warnings: This fic contains dubious-consent at times, and severely distressed mental states at others. I will post warnings on specific chapters, so you know what you're getting into.

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Chapter 5...

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Denying Won't Do It )

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Tada! Sixth Chapter!

DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT, YES I KNOW IT'S NANO, I JUST WANTED TO POST THIS BEFORE I WENT CRAZY.
zenelly: (Behold!)
Title: The Days are Long
Pairing: Zemyx
Disclaimer: KH isn't mine, isn't mine.
Rating: PG (Demyx swears once, because he, like I, is classy as fuck)
Summary: The day’s lazy haze of heat was being dispelled by the stiff breeze, and Demyx leaned comfortably back into his boyfriend’s arms.
Author's Notes: This is for [livejournal.com profile] theplumtomato's prompt of " I request a fic of either Seiner or Zemyx, on their fourth anniversary. All cuddles and lovings and happy happy times (or in the case of Seiner, badly disguised sap XD)" I picked Zemyx, because my OTP needs its lovin'. And somehow, this morphed into a sequel-thing to Silence is Golden. I'm just not going to question my brain anymore.

Title is from the translation of Flugufrelsarinn by Sigur Ros.

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Not much has changed in four years, has it, Zexion? )

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.end.

Tada!

Now, since NaNo is coming up (and jeez, again, I am super nervous), I will probably not get much fic writing done for the next month. HOWEVER. Since I like posting shit on here, you guys get to deal with me archiving all of the request fics that I've written that are over on [livejournal.com profile] kh_request and bringing them over here for everyone to find all at once.

So that's going to be happening in the next month.

(And again, guys, I got a formspring. You should all have realized by now that I like talking a lot, so you can bother me over there if you have questions and I haven't answered them? Plus, it can be anonymous, and I'm very bad about being on my Tumblr.)
zenelly: (Behold!)
Title: Sand Dragons, Sand Castles, Sand in Your Eyes
Pairing: Seifer/Hayner Kid!fic
Disclaimer: KH isn't mine, isn't mine.
Rating: PG
Summary: There was a boy in his sandbox.
Author's Notes: This is for [livejournal.com profile] xtorchlightx's prompt of "Seifer and Hayner meeting in Pre-school. Kindergarten is looming just around the corner for Seifer, but for the time being they love playing in the sand building castles and sand-dragons that don't actually look like dragons." Hope you like it!

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Sand Dragons, Sand Castles, Sand in Your Eyes

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There was a boy in his sandbox. )

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zenelly: (Default)
Title: Just Conflict Me
Pairing: Seifer/Hayner
Disclaimer: KH isn't mine, isn't mine.
Rating: NC-17. And yes, I do mean in this chapter too.
Summary: Sometimes, Hayner presses into his own bruises just to feel the little sweet burst it gives him. Sometimes, Seifer does it for him. Most of the time, Seifer just gives him the bruises to begin with.
Author's Notes: Um. Yeah. This is my love-song to Seifer/Hayner and masochism all in one go. Used to be called "Counting the Signs" but I changed the name.
Warnings: Underage sex and masturbation. Also, Seifer's a jerk and Hayner's a masochist.

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Part 1

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He leaves the best bruises during practice, Hayner admits that. Seifer leaves the bruises that last, the ones that ache for days afterwards. )

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Back by popular consent, here's the second part of the Masochism fic! There are going to be a LOT of parts, just as a heads up.

AND TADA, ENDING SEPTEMBER ON A GOOD FUCKING NOTE.
zenelly: (Behold!)
Title: Silly Little Things Like These
Pairing: AkuRoku
Disclaimer: KH isn't mine, isn't mine.
Rating: PG-15
Summary: On the other side, Roxas traced Axel’s mouth with tender fingers as he murmured in answer, “We are.” Or, little moments that add up to them being together in the end.
Author’s Note: HAPPY AKUROKU DAAAAY!!! And this accidentally turned into an AkuRoku sequel to Mnemonic, so, uh. Have at? It’s a little disjointed, but I was/am really tired, so you get what you get. I’ll go back and edit later.

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The light streams in through the window, settling on Roxas’s cheek with a softness that belies its warmth. )

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THIRTY MINUTES. I’M LATE. BY THIRTY MINUTES.

BUT WHATEVER. TADA, AKUROKU FIC!

Aw damn

Aug. 13th, 2011 11:29 am
zenelly: (AkuRoku - Cold outside)
It is AkuRoku day. And I don't know what to write for it.

*FROWN*

ETA: NO. NO, FUCK YOU, LJ AND YOUR GMT+5 HOUR THING YOU HAVE GOING ON HERE, IT IS STILL AKUROKU DAY FOR FOUR MORE HOURS AND I WILL WRITE FIC, DAMN IT.
zenelly: (SPN - Castiel Headtilt)
Not dead, just busy, I swear.

ONE MORE WEEK OF WORK. It turns out that I miscalculated last week. I leave work next Thursday. (Hopefully, I won't have another fiasco with that whole "accidentally leaving the porn flash drive at work" thing like I did last year.) SAN JAPAN THIS WEEKEND, SUPER EXCITE!! I might get to see [livejournal.com profile] pandapplesaurus there, too! *waves* I'll be the person dressed normally with a Red Scout and N Harmonia on Friday and with Dib and Zim on Saturday. (N will be back on Sunday, but I'm not cosplaying this con. Too little time, too much to do)

Um. I'd love to say that I've been writing, but that would be a bare-faced lie. I haven't written a word of anything outside of fleshing out some ideas since last ... Thursday. What in the world have I been doing in the meantime (as I *cough*erroneously*cough* assume you're wondering)?

Reading.

Like, reading a lot of fic for fandoms that I've just let stew for a while. Especially you, Inception fandom, hello there THard and JGL and all of the sexy that comes along with you. *cough* That aside... There's one thing that I've been noticing a lot of. In fics, in general, not just Inception fics, and I'm not exactly sure how to go about talking about it.

Well.

Um.

Masochism.

As in, getting off on recieving pain, etc etc, you all read fics, you know what I'm talking about.

I don't... I don't like how it's portrayed in fics, because for me it's not an accurate description. (It's like reading the parts in blowjob fics where the author mentions teeth-on-cock during the blowjob, and I have heard from multiple guys, straight, gay, bi, that that does not, in any way, feel good.) Because I am a masochist. Things that should register as pain for other people turn me on. Whipping and what-have-you. *handwaves*

That's not the important part.

The important part is the fact that in all these fics, I keep hearing about the pain aspect of it, or the fic is told from the pain-giver's PoV. (and I can bet that anyone reading this is going to be like "...but Zene, it's MASOCHISM, hello PAIN" but see, that's where you're wrong.)

For me, I don't feel pain. Like, I CAN feel it. Certain things, like hot glue or cuts, do register as pain normally. I stub my toe and that shit is PAINFUL. But on the flip side, I can also (this is a true story) get my lanyard caught on my desk and it will drag across the back of my neck, giving me a small case of ropeburn on my neck and causing me to have to sit at my desk for a few minutes while I try to get my breathing back under control and my eyes are having trouble focusing because that felt so good.

But the point is that, while getting the ropeburn was a painful thing, I never actually FELT any of it. I didn't actively feel pain, I just registered it as "rough texture, feels good" and it was hard enough that it felt REALLY good.

So really, my point is that I don't know if any of the people writing the fics are actually masochists, because I'm not always sure that they know how it really feels. Because, let me tell you, pain does NOT come into it. IF there's a bit of a bite to it, it doesn't feel any different than someone dragging their nails across your skin. A tiny little counterpoint that really just gives a more definite LOCATION for where the pleasure is.

I TOLD YOU ALL THAT TO EMBARRASS YOU SO I COULD TELL YOU THIS:

I am totally writing a Seifer/Hayner fic where Hayner's a masochist. It's mostly going to be me exploring how best to explain my own masochism (because, hey, everyone's different, maybe other people DO feel pain? Maybe I just have a really high threshold? I don't know) in terms of fic. Also because Seifer/Hayner is my go-to pairing when kinky shit is about to go down, because I can't get a plotbunny for them to save my life, but DAMN do those boys want to get into bed with each other.

...um.

TL;DR, I'm writing a porny fic with Seifer/Hayner because I am dissatified with general fandom portrayal of masochism.
zenelly: (SPN - Dean Laugh)
Apparently for me, 'tis the season for Zene to get tons of fic ideas. Seriously. Long ones. Like, case and point, a brief outline of the ones I've thought of so far. (yes yes, previews of fics I am working on, short one-shots not included)

1. Death Note - Matt/Mello FBI AU where Mello's a genius who graduated from college at like, 14, and now works for the FBI, Matt's a high school dropout because he was too bored in school to do the work, and Mello thinks that Matt's a waste of space and abuses him into getting a degree. Also, Matt has a crush on Mello's computer. (No, really, I'm serious. It's funnier than it sounds, I swear)

2. Kingdom Hearts - AkuRoku Being Alive AU where Axel's the jaded single friend among all of his dating/married/going to be married couple-friends and Roxas doesn't even make a dent in his radar until he unjades himself.

3. Kingdom Hearts - Zemyx Being Alive AU prequel where Demyx and Axel are dating and Demyx freaks out because he doesn't know if Axel is the one and ends up meeting/falling in love with Zexion.

4. Kingdom Hearts - Zemyx Insomniac!Zexion AU where Demyx accidentally befriends Zexion, who turns out to be an insomniac and calls/disturbs/creeps on Demyx at all hours of the day but particularly inappropriate ones like 4 am. But he does it out of love. Because Zexion's obsessive like that. Demyx has no idea what he's just gotten himself into.

Also, every Seifer/Hayner fic I try to write ends up with them having sex. Like, I can't come up with a plotline, but BOY do they want to get in bed with each other.
zenelly: (Behold!)
Title: Endlessly Caving In
Pairing: AkuRoku
Disclaimer: Nope. This one’s not mine either, no infringement intended, blah blah blah.
Rating: NC-17, baby
Summary: A pair of eyes meeting across the floor of a club, green against blue, and a silent agreement made while dancing to get closer, the niggling of a half-forgotten memory a distant thing in face of the grind and twist of their bodies.
Author's Notes: For the KH kink meme prompt here. Title from Muse's song "Hysteria". Lyrics: Yeah, I'm endlessly caving in / And turning inside out / 'Cause I want it now / I want it now / Give me your heart and your soul.

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Roxas really didn’t think he could take much more of Axel’s teasing. )

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Haha. Ahahahaha. I wrote this on my phone while sitting in a room that was 100+ degrees for hours, so if there are any typos, dear god, let me know. SANITY, THY NAME IS NOT ME. Also, I totally get to cross E off the list of letters I need to start fic titles with.
zenelly: (KHR - Kiss)
1. Comment with "Give me liberty, or give me death!"
2. I'll respond by asking you five questions so I can get to know you.
3. Update your journal with the answers to the questions.
4. Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people.


1. An online friend starts to hit on you, ask you out, etc. How do you get him/her to stop?
Aha. Ahahahaha. Um. Typically? If it's creepy and I suddenly find myself not wanting to interact with said online friend AT ALL anymore? I'll just very quietly block them and drop them from my friends list. If it's not creepy/I'd rather keep them as a friend, I'd ask them about it and then politely let them down. If I wasn't interested, that is.

2. You're given the chance to go back to any time, any place. When/where do you pick and why?
Oh jeez. Um. Anywhere in the world before people showed up. Actually, specifically, Virginia before the English landed. Or the Black Hills before anyone showed up. I'd love to see unadulturated landscape.

3. Favorite quote?
Oh god, you keep picking things that I have multiple answers for. Here, let me give you the top ones that I can remember.
"The eternal quest of the human being is to shatter his loneliness." - Norman Cousins
"Not you any more shall be able to foil us, or withhold yourselves from us/ We use you, and do not cast you aside—we plant you permanently within us/ We fathom you not—we love you—there is perfection in you also./ You furnish your parts toward eternity/ Great or small, you furnish your parts toward the soul." Walt Whitman - Crossing the Brooklyn Ferry (Which I prefer by its original title of Sun-Down Poem)
"We love what we love. Reason does not enter into it. In many ways, unwise love is the truest love. Anyone can love a thing because. That’s as easy as putting a penny in your pocket. But to love something despite. To know the flaws and love them too. That is rare and pure and perfect." Kvothe - Wise Man's Fear
"Words are pale shadows of forgotten names. As names have power, words have power. Words can light fires in the minds of men. Words can wring tears from the hardest hearts. There are seven words that will make a person love you. There are ten words that will break a strong man’s will. But a word is nothing but a painting of a fire. A name is the fire itself." Elodin - Name of The Wind
"It was the patient, cut-flower sound of a man who is waiting to die." Narrator - Name of the Wind

Alright, I think I should stop there. Otherwise, we'd be here all day. I'm not joking. At home, I have a document full of quotes. Just be glad it's not here with me right now.


4. The world's about to end and you only have time to play one video game. What do you pick?
Shit. I have to pick ONE? ....Actually, I'd pick Final Fantasy 8. I've never finished it, so the world would never end. ^^ But seriously, either that or Mass Effect 1 or 2

5. Melody or lyrics?
This is a tough one to answer. I play violin, you see, so I believe in the power of music to move people without words (not to mention that I listen to so much music that is in different languages so it's not like I understand most of it). But I also think that lyrics have the ability to punch people straight in the heart and make them BLEED for the song for how true it is.

Case and point, Being Alive from Sondheim's Company. (JFC, I'm serious, go watch it. Particularly Raul Esparza. He does such a fantastic job on it.)

GUYS GUYS

May. 28th, 2011 05:43 pm
zenelly: (THOUGHT WHAT IS THOUGHT)
GUYS

GUYS, I AM CONSTANTLY LATE TO THE KH TRAIN. I AM WELL AWARE OF THIS. I AM HOPING TO CATCH UP SOON.

BUT THAT IS NOT THE POINT. MY CATCHING UP IS NOT THE POINT.

LEONARD NIMOY VOICED MASTER XEHANORT.

SPOCK VOICED MASTER XEHANORT.

(Also, I just finished Ventus' playthrough, and GODDAMNIT DO THEY TELL YOU NOTHING UNTIL AQUA'S?????????)

((Also also, [livejournal.com profile] onemoreparadise, I know you ship this. Is there any really good fics for Vanitas/Ventus? It seems like a slightly less creepy/equally as creepy romance as Sephiroth and Cloud, and I'm interested in at least looking into it.))
zenelly: (Behold!)
Title: Barefoot Nation
Pairing: Pre-Zemyx (kid!fic)
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Here be all that legal stuff that means 'not mine'
Summary: There's something almost obscene about the way he's lounging on the grass, fingers digging into the grass to find the dirt beneath. If Zexion mentally took a step back, it wouldn't seem so shocking, seeing a Gypsy boy lying on the ground, but it is, for some reason.
Author's Notes: Ahahahah, April's EXTRAORDINARILY LATE oneshot. Next up on the working list is May's. Hopefully, I'll have that up before the 26th of June. *Sweatdrops*

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Let you sweep me off my feet )

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...So, yeah, this ended up... I'm fairly certain this is NOTHING like anyone expected. I might expand on this later, though... Sexy older nobleman Zexion and older Gypsy Demyx, anyone?
zenelly: (Behold!)
Title: Feel the Warmth You Cannot Miss
Pairing: Onesided Zexion/Demyx
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: KH isn't mine, won't be mine, can never be mine. Written for fun not profit, etc etc, don't sue me.
Summary: He is entirely unprepared for the sudden rush of feeling he experiences when he sees Demyx for the first time, sea-foam eyes glassy and stark in the paleness of his skin.
Author's Notes: Written for [livejournal.com profile] onemoreparadise's prompt "I've really felt like reading some Zemyx unrequited love. So the prompt is, unrequited love. Bonus brownie points if it's Demyx who denies Zexion and you can make it work, but not necessary." at [livejournal.com profile] kh_request.

ETA: A podfic has been done by the wonderful [livejournal.com profile] besinfection! You can find it here at Megaupload.

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and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it )

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So, uh, sorry, but I like this one too much to not post it everywhere. I'll probably end up doing the same with the others I've written/am going to write, but this is first.
zenelly: (Mello - Export)
I FINALLY STARTED PLAYING BBS.

OH MY GOD, TERRA YOU BABY, HOW ARE YOU SO TRUSTING AND SUCH AN IDIOT AT THE SAME TIME.

(also, keep in mind that I've only just started it yesterday, I just finished fighting Braig for the first time in Terra's story (unsure if I fight him again, or if that's in someone else's), and just finished Radiant Garden, and I WANT TO HUG TERRA SO BADLY, JFC.)

((so, uh, no spoilers please, I'm just freaking out over here.
zenelly: (Behold!)
Title: Do You Know What This Means?
Pairing: Seifer/Hayner
Diclaimer: If I owned it... I wouldn't be poor.
Rating: NC-17 like you wouldn't believe
Summary: “I don’t do something if I don’t mean it!" "Good,” Seifer said, then grabbed him by the wrist again, pulling him along
Notes:Done for this prompt at the KH Kink Meme. For clarification purposes, the prompt is: Twilight Town Seifer/Hayner. Hanky Code. (Any colors that correspond with thier outfits.) For more clarification, the colors I used were Navy blue on left: fucker, Beige on right: rimmee.))
Side Notes: My best friend and beta told me to name this "Hanky Panky", just an fyi.

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Hidden meanings in folded cloth )

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