Lordy

Aug. 14th, 2015 01:16 pm
zenelly: (Default)
 It's really funny how my boss passed off the email issue as nothing when it panicked me so badly. Just like, what even. I'm glad enough that it's solved now, but now there are ALL OF THESE EMAILS and fuuuuck i have to go through all of them, and jesus christ.

oh well. I know what I get to do for the next few hours.

Uuuugh

Aug. 13th, 2015 09:11 am
zenelly: (Default)
it is absolutely incredible how easily my boss can piss me off by walking into the same room I'm in and talking and i'm just

instantly stressed. It'd be one thing f he actually stopped talking long enough to listen to me (or, god forbid, actually listen to me at all) but instead he seems to just enjoy parroting the same information back at me day in and day out. I wish I could avoid him. Might try to set up a schedule where I can do so.

So pissed off. I'm not a child. I know what my job here is. I'm working on it. Coincidentally, working on it works a lot better when I don't have you taking up my time to talk to me about the things I should be doing. God damn it. 

Hah!

Aug. 12th, 2015 07:45 am
zenelly: (KH - Liquid Wisdom)
 Alright, so I'm already feeling a lot better today. Like, I can actually focus on things and I might be able to get work done! Hooray! This is excellent. Kind of glad I'm out of that particular funk.

(Protip, kids, menopause at 24 sucks ass.)

But hey, if I can focus, that means I can work, and if I can work, that means that I can spread it out with some sprints, so I might be able to get some work done on my OPRevBang piece, and get some stuff going on my other things too. Maybe. Hopefully. At least the RevBang thing. I sort of have a bit more of a deadline on that one ;;

Either way, Patfuss should have put up one of his podcasts yesterday, so I can listen to those. They're always at least entertaining.
zenelly: (Digimon - Happy Family)
Okay, so I'm home in Texas finally which is nice, because this semester has lasted a FUCKING YEAR! I'm glad that I have less responsibility here, but I miss my girlfriend. She stayed up in South Dakota for the time being.

And SINCE SCHOOL IS OUT

I HAVE BEEN WRITING FIC!

I can tell you this much about what I've been writing: Seiner is coming first up, and you guys are going to HATE ME for this. Hopefully, TTB will be after that, and then I get to start working on all the various one shots AND REQUEST FICS and other stuff that I've been compiling ideas for, such as LAPDANCING ZEMYX FIC.

(By the way, if I've promised anyone fic that ISN'T a request on kh_request, because I have notifications for those sitting there glaring at me, LET ME KNOW.)

(also, jsadlfasdf new KH:DDD trailer holy shit skaflsdaf)
zenelly: (SPN - Castiel Headtilt)
Okay, once again, I've become really very bad at keeping in contact with everyone here, and I can promise you that this time, it's nothing bad. Just school and getting sick and getting blocked a little on that whole writing deal.

BUT.

All is well, as far as I know. It's been a month since everything's been completely settled, and today is a bit of a deciding day. We'll see how everything is in a few hours. Now, onto fic things.

The Twilight Between (Zemyx fic): Nothing new yet. Still writing Chapter 6, so no updates there.

69 Things that Turn You On (college Zemyx fic): HUGE BLOCK. But still going.

Just Conflict Me(Seifer/Hayner Masochism fic): Hey, this is the one that just updated, so nothing new on this.

Other various things that are in progress: All are in different stages of being written. But nothing will be unwritten!

Now, bad news.

I'm participating in NaNoWriMo, so I'm not going to be writing anything other than my Nano project during November. I'm sorta excited and sorta nervous because it's an original story I've been formulating in my head for the last ten years. (Yes that means that I started the story when I was 11, but it's gone under some huge changes since when it was just the story I told myself to go to sleep.) So I'm on a fic hiatus from November until December.

*flails* Oh god, I'm so nervous about writing this story. They're my babies, and I've worked on them for so long, and I'm not sure how well the rest of the world would take them.

How's everyone?
zenelly: (THOUGHT WHAT IS THOUGHT)
Hey everyone! Back from San Japan. Super tired. At work. God, I just want to be back in bed. \

BUT I ONLY HAVE THREE MORE DAYS OF WAKING UP LIKE THIS, SO I REALLY SHOULDN'T BE COMPLANING.

San Japan broke down like this:

Friday - Woke up (AGAIN AT 4:30, UGH), picked up stuff, drove up to Katy to pick up Pixie's and my friend, Jessica. Drove to San Antonio. That took us until 10, and we checked in/unpacked/got ready by 11 in time for lunch. Pixie spent that day as N Harmonia from Pokemon, got a ton of pictures taken of her, and Jessica was a Red Fem!Scout from Team Fortress 2. Around 2, Pixie went and changed into Organization Roxas for a few hours, but that coat is hot as hell, even in the air conditioning, so she was only Roxas for a couple of hours before switching back into N. We met up with a couple of friends and hung out before heading back up to the room for the rave.

Where I fell asleep. So I couldn't go to the rave. *sadfaces* Jessica and Pixie were pulled onto the stage apparently.

SATURDAY - Since Pixie and Jessica didn't get back into the rooms until 3 in the morning, it took us until 11 to even get started. We got lunch out of cosplay, and immediately went to put Jessica and Pixie into Zim and Dib cosplay from Invader Zim. Oh man. This one was popular. We were maybe out in it for four hours, and everyone was stopping them for pictures. And Jessica as Zim is hilarious.

STORY TIME.

One person asked them if Pixie and Jessica could hug for her picture. They did and almost immediately another girl was like "NOW KISS". Since Pixie and Jessica are ZADR shippers, they kissed and there was this HUGE squeal around us. They got practically tackled by one girl who was just walking by when they did this. It was ... actually pretty awesome.

But Zim's makeup is really uncomfortable, so we went back up to the room so Pixie and Jessica could change BACK into N and Fem!Scout. Spent the rest of the day in that. GOT TO SEE EGORAPTOR'S PANEL!!

Tried to rave that night, but Pixie had pulled something in her leg, and the DJ wasn't good enough for me to stick around, so I went back up to the room with Pixie and we just hung out until we fell asleep.

SUNDAY - Woke up at 9:30, decided almost immediately that there was going to be NO cosplaying that day, because everything hurt. Seriously, all three of us were sore. No more raving in heels. Bad, bad idea. Walked the floor and bought some gifts for friends before we headed home.

Alright, second story time.

I have this... thing. Any roadtrip I drive on where I'm not following someone else who knows where they're going, I end up taking at least one wrong exit. Normally, I notice before I get too far. BUT APPARENTLY on Sunday, I decided that WEST was the way to go, not EAST. So I exited on 410-WEST. That was the right way, right?

NO. NO IT WAS NOT.

So I uh, basically circled San Antonio for forty minutes before hitting I-10 and going "... EL PASO IS THE WRONG DIRECTION, GET ON EAST, SHIT, I AM AN IDIOT".

That is the "How Zene picked the wrong exit to take this roadtrip" story for this convention.

HOW WAS EVERYONE'S WEEKEEEEND?? I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU ALL IN TWO DAYS, OBVIOUSLY YOU MISSED MEEEE!
zenelly: (Miyazaki - Rocks)
What?

What is this??

IS LIVEJOURNAL ACTUALLY LETTING ME ON AT WORK???

HALLELUJAH! *dances*

Alright, that aside, HEY GUYS HOW'VE YOU BEEN I HAVEN'T SEEN ANY OF YOU SINCE MONDAY, DID YOU MISS ME, AM I BEING OBNOXIOUS YET (yes, obviously)!!!

(Sorry, my boss is totally talking on the phone to my supervisor, and their offices are maybe....15? feet away from each other. It makes for hilarity. And a really terrible echo. I'm a little wound up right now)

So aside from my reluctant absentee-ism, I've been getting a lot (read: not much, but more than usual) of writing done! (AND TO [livejournal.com profile] onemoreparadise and [livejournal.com profile] keytothekingdom, I'm still working on your requests, I swear to god.) Like, I'm already about 2/3rds of the way through TTB Chapter 5.

PERSONAL STUFF

Ending work in three weeks. Hopefully will be able to have more sleep after that.

Going to Austin tomorrow. Huzzah!

Going to San Japan the week after that! Double Huzzah! Still have a lot of cosplay work left to do!

How's it been?
zenelly: (Star Trek - Open Your Mind)
Alright, a couple of things, because I am tired, it's only 9 am, and I've been awake for four and a half hours because of my internship that I am resenting at this moment for standing between me and sleep.

First. I write too many AUs sometimes. I mean, obviously for the fandom that I've decided to be in, it's almost necessary because otherwise, hello, almost everyone's dead. I think I need a special tag just for my canon fics, since they're so few and far between. (not complaining, never complaining, just noticing.)

(eta. No seriously, I have my fic ideas document open right now rereading through some of it, and at one point I actually wrote "Kingdom Hearts AU Zemyx (because when do I write anything else?)" because I know myself too well.)

Second. Is it a bad thing that anytime I hear "Roxanne" by the Police, I immediately start belting the song, but replace Roxanne's name with Roxas'? It's an unholy compulsion, really. I can't stop it. There may have been a couple of Prostitute!Roxas roleplays that my beta and I did, and it might have ended up with Axel being bizarrely concerned for his well-being and just, look, I can't help myself. Especially not when my beta's in the car with me.

No, really, I have no clue what these posts are for, I'm really just updating to keep myself busy. I have a tiny bit of writer's block that I need to beat in. But hey.

So. Uh. Yeah. I sing songs and write too many stories. That was ... pretty much the point of this.

OH!

That reminds me.

I'm going to do Nano this year. Just a heads up that in November I'm going to be hella busy with that, since I'm going to try my hand at writing my original story.
zenelly: (Demyx - Exasperation)
1. Accidentally punted a frog as I was walking to my car.

2. Got into said car just in time for "Don't Stop Believing" to come on the radio.

3. Figured out that my PSP is stupid and how to fix it without actually having the program on the computer at work. So now I have those 30+ songs that were missing before.

4. Realized that I possibly got recognized on the KH Kink Meme for a fic I haven't de-anoned on yet. (not sure if flattered or just embarrassed)

5. Read a metric ton of fanfiction at work.

6. Got a swag bag of fun stuff, like Axel and Roxas figurines and plushies.

7. Waited until the next day to realize that I had put this entry on private.

I am. SO SPESHUL.
zenelly: (Digimon - Happy Family)
Of course, I posted TTB Chapter 4 last night (because I wrote it in a slightly inspired and tired haze), so what do I do this morning?

Forget the flash drive.

Ugh, guys, I swear, I AM writing those requests. All five of them are sitting there. Three have something written in them, so I can't try finishing those today. One of the other two is a music prompt, and I can't listen to music at work. So really, I have one request that I can try to fill, which I will hopefully do before work is out.

Given how tired I am, though, it might be a bit of a stretch.

God, I live for the weekends where I can crash for 8 full hours of sleep. Only getting 3-5 is screwing with me, though I'm holding up better than I thought I could.
zenelly: (Woe)
Okay, I've been the abstentee writer recently (and I'm seriously sorry for that. I AM working on requests, I swear) and I have reasons for it.

1. Life-sucking internship. I love it, but god, the days are so long. It would help if I didn't live an hour away from the job site, but hey. At least the housing's free.

2. LIFE-SUCKING INTERNSHIP. Seriously, the job is great, I'm getting paid, but my days tend to go from 4:30 am to 11:30 pm on Monday through Thursday to 9-11 am to 1-3 am on Friday though Saturday with me struggling to get to sleep on Sunday.

3. Girlfriend. I've been trying to spend time with her every day, but given my schedule and the fact that my parents still don't even know I'm bisexual, it's a little tough. Since she stays up really late, though (serious night owl), she calls me when I wake up every morning so we can talk a little before work.

4. By the time I get home, I have no will to do anything that doesn't involve me sitting on my ass and doing nothing. I am so lazy once I actually get home.

But then things like my family driving up to the airport to get my sister happen. And then I have an idea for more fanfiction. So hey, silver lining?

(God, I am running on like, three hours of sleep. I'll look back on this later and wonder "what the hell??" I know I will.)

eta: jesus, apparently today is one of my sensory overload days where I get distracted by little things, like the sight of my knuckles moving under my skin. Today it's "man, the friction on my lips feels really interesting when I move them like this". Rargh.
zenelly: (Mello - Export)
I mean, seriously, jfc, I'm sorry I've been away. I HAVE BEEN WRITING, FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH. TTB CHAPPIE 4 HAS A FEW MORE SCENES TO GO.

In the mean time.

Stolen from [livejournal.com profile] theplumtomato

Reply to this post, and I will list three things I love about you. Maybe more than three. Then you can repost to your own journal and spread the love - we all need love.

*sigh*

Jun. 28th, 2011 08:09 am
zenelly: (THOUGHT WHAT IS THOUGHT)
So, I have an AkuRoku fic planned, right? Right. And it's going to be an AKUROKU fic, none of this Zemyx nonsense that plauges all of my other fics (mind you, Zemyx will still be there, just pre-established).

But I'm a little stuck on the plot.

So what does my brain come up with first?

THE ZEMYX PREQUEL.

*glares at brain* YOU ARE BEING UNHELPFUL.

Alright, I'm out. I'm trying to write bits and pieces of the request fics (that homg, have taken me so long, I am so sorry) and get everything else in order as well. Summer makes me think of fics, apparently?
zenelly: (Demyx - Exasperation)
A random, completely inane goal I have: Manage somehow to have fic titles that span the entire alphabet.

Don't ask me why.

I just do.

I have "E, G, H, J, K, L, N, Q, U, V, W, X, Y, Z" still left to go. I don't know what I feel the need to do this. I don't even know why I feel the need to post this. (Maybe to remind you that yes, I am alive?)
zenelly: (Demyx)
Alright, I'm fairly certain that you all noticed that I'm terribly absent on weekends. This is deliberate. Mostly because I'm on the computer so much during the week.

SO.

Minor updates.

I am going to see Steven Sondheim's Company today. That promises to be fantastic, and I'm SO looking forward to it because I am already plotting an AkuRoku fic that is inspired by one song in the musical. Yes, yes, an AKUROKU fic. Not Zemyx (though they will play a part, but they're going to be pre-established, not getting together for once).

Hopefully seeing the musical (as performed by Neil Patrick Harris) will help with the ideas.

Uh, working on requests, I am I am, I promise. I'm trying to write them well, not just write them and be done with it. *shrugs* Also, TTB Chapter 4 is getting worked on! It just hit over 1k (and that should tell you how much trouble I'm having with it), and I think that it's finally hitting a stride that I can keep working on. Had to adjust some of the timing and setting, and that took me a while to do.

May one-shot of "69 Thing that Turn You On" is also in progress. First scene is almost entirely written and the rest of it has more of a coherent flow to it.

AAAAnd with that, I'm going to be heading off. Toodles!
zenelly: (Ken - Stressing)
Alright, I said I was going to write fic, and I meant it. But oh my god, guys I have a migraine like none other. So, as much as I would like to write for you and get those requests done, my head feels like it's about to fall off and I can't stop shaking. I'm going to go sit in a dark room for a while (because my coworkers are wonderful people who know how bad headaches can get) and see if that helps. If it doesn't, I'm heading down to the nurses' to get a cocktail of something to ease the pain.

Jesus, this hurts.

Woo!

Jun. 14th, 2011 07:46 am
zenelly: (TWEWY - Uh guys?)
Alright, no more openings at KH Request! Time to get cracking on the six prompts I have left!!

(Also, [livejournal.com profile] pandapplesaurus, I think I might love you forever for prompting a TWEWY crossover. NO SERIOUSLY, FOREVER.)

((Also also, ... *has been staring at the screen for the last few minutes trying to remember what the also was* ... Uh. Working on TTB? I dunno. I'll edit this later if I do remember.))
zenelly: (Ken - Stressing)
HOW IS IT THAT THE ONE DAY I NEED TO WRITE FIC IS THE ONE DAY THIS WEEK WHERE I'M COMPLETELY OUT OF OFFICE BECAUSE I'M RUNNING AROUND DOING THINGS?????

No, I'm completely serious. It is Zemyx day, and I WILL HAVE FIC, DAMN IT, but the only time I've had to write/plan any of it has been ten minutes of furious texting between me and my Captain at lunch and the five minutes it took me to write that texting in a word document in all caps.

That being sai, I have the WORLD'S MOST FANTASTIC idea for a fic. SO. I am off to write that in the ... hour and fifteen minutes I have left at work. We'll see how far we get.
zenelly: (Default)
Have you ever gone back through your LJ inbox out of curiosity and suddenly encountered a comment that you can't view because "You do not have the authorization to view this comment"?

And you know, deep inside, that the comment is nothing special. You know that.

But.

There it is. Taunting you. Letting you know that you will never remember what it says.

*frowns at inbox*

...

*fidgets*

I HATE BEING SO CURIOUS SOMETIMES.
zenelly: (Digimon - Happy Family)
DEAR GUYS IN THE CUBICLE NEXT TO ME:

PLEASE STOP SAYING "GAG".

I KNOW LOGICALLY THAT YOU ARE NOT TALKING ABOUT A GAG IN ANY SEXUAL CONTEXT BECAUSE YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT PIPES. BUT SERIOUSLY. I CAN'T CONCENTRATE BECAUSE I'M TRYING NOT TO GIGGLE.

(wut, me a dirty pervert? why i'd never.)

LOVE,

ZENE

PS. SAYING "AND YOU CAN KEEP THE GAGS UNDER YOUR DESK AND JUST WHIP 'EM OUT WHEN YOU NEED 'EM" DOESN'T HELP.

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