Ugh, so tired
Jul. 11th, 2011 06:53 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zenellyOkay, I've been the abstentee writer recently (and I'm seriously sorry for that. I AM working on requests, I swear) and I have reasons for it.
1. Life-sucking internship. I love it, but god, the days are so long. It would help if I didn't live an hour away from the job site, but hey. At least the housing's free.
2. LIFE-SUCKING INTERNSHIP. Seriously, the job is great, I'm getting paid, but my days tend to go from 4:30 am to 11:30 pm on Monday through Thursday to 9-11 am to 1-3 am on Friday though Saturday with me struggling to get to sleep on Sunday.
3. Girlfriend. I've been trying to spend time with her every day, but given my schedule and the fact that my parents still don't even know I'm bisexual, it's a little tough. Since she stays up really late, though (serious night owl), she calls me when I wake up every morning so we can talk a little before work.
4. By the time I get home, I have no will to do anything that doesn't involve me sitting on my ass and doing nothing. I am so lazy once I actually get home.
But then things like my family driving up to the airport to get my sister happen. And then I have an idea for more fanfiction. So hey, silver lining?
(God, I am running on like, three hours of sleep. I'll look back on this later and wonder "what the hell??" I know I will.)
eta: jesus, apparently today is one of my sensory overload days where I get distracted by little things, like the sight of my knuckles moving under my skin. Today it's "man, the friction on my lips feels really interesting when I move them like this". Rargh.
1. Life-sucking internship. I love it, but god, the days are so long. It would help if I didn't live an hour away from the job site, but hey. At least the housing's free.
2. LIFE-SUCKING INTERNSHIP. Seriously, the job is great, I'm getting paid, but my days tend to go from 4:30 am to 11:30 pm on Monday through Thursday to 9-11 am to 1-3 am on Friday though Saturday with me struggling to get to sleep on Sunday.
3. Girlfriend. I've been trying to spend time with her every day, but given my schedule and the fact that my parents still don't even know I'm bisexual, it's a little tough. Since she stays up really late, though (serious night owl), she calls me when I wake up every morning so we can talk a little before work.
4. By the time I get home, I have no will to do anything that doesn't involve me sitting on my ass and doing nothing. I am so lazy once I actually get home.
But then things like my family driving up to the airport to get my sister happen. And then I have an idea for more fanfiction. So hey, silver lining?
(God, I am running on like, three hours of sleep. I'll look back on this later and wonder "what the hell??" I know I will.)
eta: jesus, apparently today is one of my sensory overload days where I get distracted by little things, like the sight of my knuckles moving under my skin. Today it's "man, the friction on my lips feels really interesting when I move them like this". Rargh.
