Fic: Endlessly Caving In
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zenellyTitle: Endlessly Caving In
Pairing: AkuRoku
Disclaimer: Nope. This one’s not mine either, no infringement intended, blah blah blah.
Rating: NC-17, baby
Summary: A pair of eyes meeting across the floor of a club, green against blue, and a silent agreement made while dancing to get closer, the niggling of a half-forgotten memory a distant thing in face of the grind and twist of their bodies.
Author's Notes: For the KH kink meme prompt here. Title from Muse's song "Hysteria". Lyrics: Yeah, I'm endlessly caving in / And turning inside out / 'Cause I want it now / I want it now / Give me your heart and your soul.
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It started with a glance.
Just a simple glance. A pair of eyes meeting across the floor of a club, green against blue, and a silent agreement made while dancing to get closer, the niggling of a half-forgotten memory a distant thing in face of the grind and twist of their bodies.
But now, in the darkness of his room, Roxas really didn’t think he could take much more of Axel’s teasing. Shit, he had already lost track of how many times he had come (once in the cab ride home, Axel’s hand warm and sneaky on his cock in the backseat, once in the elevator on the way up, at least three? Four? More times since then? God, whatever, it was fantastic) and Axel was still going, still touching, still kissing every inch of skin that got close enough to his mouth. Roxas arched up when his teeth nipped a sensitive spot on his hip, moaning as the bite of pain slid and shivered into pleasure.
“Oh fuck oh fuck, shit, Axel, come on already!” he moaned, blindly reaching out to touch the taller man.
And Axlel huffed out a soft laugh, no mocking edge to it but rather something almost like wonder. “I knew it,” he breathed, lips moving against the skin of Roxas’ thighs in a tease that made the blond writhe.
Roxas panted, “Knew what, you smug bastard? Can’t you even –aaah! – stay on taaaask anymoreshit fuck oh my god.”
“Oh no, babe.” Axel leaned over with a wicked smirk, hand continuing its lazily pumping motion on Roxas’ cock (and fuck, it was just a handjob, it shouldn’t feel that good!) “I think you’ll see that I’m still very goal-oriented.”
“Then WHY,” Roxas ground out, sitting up enough to grab Axel’s hair and yank him forward, “aren’t you fucking me yet?”
“Having too much fun teasing you, Roxas.”
Roxas jolted, blinking up at Axel. Something wasn’t quite right here… “Wait, I… I never….” His eyes widened and he stared at Axel’s face, hovering bare inches from his own.
A smile crossed Axel’s mouth and he nodded, eyes bright as he watched Roxas’ face like he never wanted to look away again. “Yeah. I never told you what my name was either, kid.”
And Roxas tugged him down for a rough kiss, biting his lips and licking his way into Axel’s warm mouth like the redhead was air itself.
“Shh, Roxas, shh, I’m here now, it’s okay,” Axel soothed between kisses, but Roxas could hear him hiding how choked up he really was so he just kissed him harder, more desperately, and fuck it was worth the wait, it was all worth the wait just to know that Axel was here and was his and that he wouldn’t have to leave again.
Axel just kissed him back, reassuring and just as desperate, hands roaming everywhere in broad sweeps. And if Roxas thought he was turned on before, had ever been turned on before, he was wrong, so wrong, because this heat was unbearable, immolating him from the inside out in a slow, sweet burn.
“Axel, fuck, please please please fuck me please,” Roxas begged, hips undulating anew against Axel’s erection, legs spread as wide as he could manage without moving him too far away from Axel’s warm (living) body.
“Patience, Roxas,” Axel murmured, but his hands stole to the side, slicking up long familiar fingers and snaking them between Roxas’ legs to circle around his entrance in a maddening tease.
It had all started with a glance.
-and now, fuck, now Roxas had his leg hitched up over Axel’s hip, grinding restlessly against him. The small blond refused to move his mouth from the junction of Axel’s neck and shoulder except to continue begging and pleading, and any small noise he made Roxas transferred into Axel’s skin, marking him.
It had been hours since they had started, Roxas realized. Hours and Roxas wasn’t done yet, fuck, he would never be done because if it was done then Axel…
“Axel,” he groaned, raising his hips imploringly to the redhead’s searching fingers. “Fuck, please, just… god, please!” One finger slid in, a tease after everything they had been doing, and Roxas clenched his muscles around the intruding digit. “Axeeeelllll!”
Axel chuckled a little, but still there was no ridicule in his voice. Roxas moaned in relief as more fingers filled him, stretching and checking perfunctorily before being pulled out (god he hated feeling so empty) and - yes. FUCK, that right there, right there, moremoremore.
“God,” Roxas sobbed, head tucked into Axel’s shoulder, “I missed you, missed you, fuck, harder!”
“Missed you too, babe,” Axel gasped out, hips snapping into the blond’s body. “Missed you… so much.”
They curled around each other, breaths mingling as they fucked. Axel’s thrusts turned searching and Roxas went taut as Axel grazed his prostate. Roxas’ mouth dropped open and he practically screamed because nothing had ever felt so good. For the longest time, Roxas was suspended in bliss, all of his muscles having gone loose from pleasure. He finally came back to the sound of Axel panting and whining in his ear, orgasm overtaking him too.
The room was quiet save for their panting breaths.
“Don’t be an idiot again, Axel, okay?” Roxas murmured into the curve of Axel’s neck after a while, lapping absentmindedly at the sweat there.
Axel laughed, kissed Roxas’ ear and rolled over to his side, dragging Roxas to lay half on top of him. “I love you too, Roxas.”
Roxas ignored him (but mostly he ignored the fluttering of his pulse and the way his hands tightened around Axel at the tender words. Those were for another time. Now, now it was time to collapse into sleep with the person he wanted to wake up next to.)
(With the person he would finally be able to wake up next to.)
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Haha. Ahahahaha. I wrote this on my phone while sitting in a room that was 100+ degrees for hours, so if there are any typos, dear god, let me know. SANITY, THY NAME IS NOT ME. Also, I totally get to cross E off the list of letters I need to start fic titles with.
Pairing: AkuRoku
Disclaimer: Nope. This one’s not mine either, no infringement intended, blah blah blah.
Rating: NC-17, baby
Summary: A pair of eyes meeting across the floor of a club, green against blue, and a silent agreement made while dancing to get closer, the niggling of a half-forgotten memory a distant thing in face of the grind and twist of their bodies.
Author's Notes: For the KH kink meme prompt here. Title from Muse's song "Hysteria". Lyrics: Yeah, I'm endlessly caving in / And turning inside out / 'Cause I want it now / I want it now / Give me your heart and your soul.
* * * * * *
It started with a glance.
Just a simple glance. A pair of eyes meeting across the floor of a club, green against blue, and a silent agreement made while dancing to get closer, the niggling of a half-forgotten memory a distant thing in face of the grind and twist of their bodies.
But now, in the darkness of his room, Roxas really didn’t think he could take much more of Axel’s teasing. Shit, he had already lost track of how many times he had come (once in the cab ride home, Axel’s hand warm and sneaky on his cock in the backseat, once in the elevator on the way up, at least three? Four? More times since then? God, whatever, it was fantastic) and Axel was still going, still touching, still kissing every inch of skin that got close enough to his mouth. Roxas arched up when his teeth nipped a sensitive spot on his hip, moaning as the bite of pain slid and shivered into pleasure.
“Oh fuck oh fuck, shit, Axel, come on already!” he moaned, blindly reaching out to touch the taller man.
And Axlel huffed out a soft laugh, no mocking edge to it but rather something almost like wonder. “I knew it,” he breathed, lips moving against the skin of Roxas’ thighs in a tease that made the blond writhe.
Roxas panted, “Knew what, you smug bastard? Can’t you even –aaah! – stay on taaaask anymoreshit fuck oh my god.”
“Oh no, babe.” Axel leaned over with a wicked smirk, hand continuing its lazily pumping motion on Roxas’ cock (and fuck, it was just a handjob, it shouldn’t feel that good!) “I think you’ll see that I’m still very goal-oriented.”
“Then WHY,” Roxas ground out, sitting up enough to grab Axel’s hair and yank him forward, “aren’t you fucking me yet?”
“Having too much fun teasing you, Roxas.”
Roxas jolted, blinking up at Axel. Something wasn’t quite right here… “Wait, I… I never….” His eyes widened and he stared at Axel’s face, hovering bare inches from his own.
A smile crossed Axel’s mouth and he nodded, eyes bright as he watched Roxas’ face like he never wanted to look away again. “Yeah. I never told you what my name was either, kid.”
And Roxas tugged him down for a rough kiss, biting his lips and licking his way into Axel’s warm mouth like the redhead was air itself.
“Shh, Roxas, shh, I’m here now, it’s okay,” Axel soothed between kisses, but Roxas could hear him hiding how choked up he really was so he just kissed him harder, more desperately, and fuck it was worth the wait, it was all worth the wait just to know that Axel was here and was his and that he wouldn’t have to leave again.
Axel just kissed him back, reassuring and just as desperate, hands roaming everywhere in broad sweeps. And if Roxas thought he was turned on before, had ever been turned on before, he was wrong, so wrong, because this heat was unbearable, immolating him from the inside out in a slow, sweet burn.
“Axel, fuck, please please please fuck me please,” Roxas begged, hips undulating anew against Axel’s erection, legs spread as wide as he could manage without moving him too far away from Axel’s warm (living) body.
“Patience, Roxas,” Axel murmured, but his hands stole to the side, slicking up long familiar fingers and snaking them between Roxas’ legs to circle around his entrance in a maddening tease.
It had all started with a glance.
-and now, fuck, now Roxas had his leg hitched up over Axel’s hip, grinding restlessly against him. The small blond refused to move his mouth from the junction of Axel’s neck and shoulder except to continue begging and pleading, and any small noise he made Roxas transferred into Axel’s skin, marking him.
It had been hours since they had started, Roxas realized. Hours and Roxas wasn’t done yet, fuck, he would never be done because if it was done then Axel…
“Axel,” he groaned, raising his hips imploringly to the redhead’s searching fingers. “Fuck, please, just… god, please!” One finger slid in, a tease after everything they had been doing, and Roxas clenched his muscles around the intruding digit. “Axeeeelllll!”
Axel chuckled a little, but still there was no ridicule in his voice. Roxas moaned in relief as more fingers filled him, stretching and checking perfunctorily before being pulled out (god he hated feeling so empty) and - yes. FUCK, that right there, right there, moremoremore.
“God,” Roxas sobbed, head tucked into Axel’s shoulder, “I missed you, missed you, fuck, harder!”
“Missed you too, babe,” Axel gasped out, hips snapping into the blond’s body. “Missed you… so much.”
They curled around each other, breaths mingling as they fucked. Axel’s thrusts turned searching and Roxas went taut as Axel grazed his prostate. Roxas’ mouth dropped open and he practically screamed because nothing had ever felt so good. For the longest time, Roxas was suspended in bliss, all of his muscles having gone loose from pleasure. He finally came back to the sound of Axel panting and whining in his ear, orgasm overtaking him too.
The room was quiet save for their panting breaths.
“Don’t be an idiot again, Axel, okay?” Roxas murmured into the curve of Axel’s neck after a while, lapping absentmindedly at the sweat there.
Axel laughed, kissed Roxas’ ear and rolled over to his side, dragging Roxas to lay half on top of him. “I love you too, Roxas.”
Roxas ignored him (but mostly he ignored the fluttering of his pulse and the way his hands tightened around Axel at the tender words. Those were for another time. Now, now it was time to collapse into sleep with the person he wanted to wake up next to.)
(With the person he would finally be able to wake up next to.)
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Haha. Ahahahaha. I wrote this on my phone while sitting in a room that was 100+ degrees for hours, so if there are any typos, dear god, let me know. SANITY, THY NAME IS NOT ME. Also, I totally get to cross E off the list of letters I need to start fic titles with.
