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God guys, I'm sorry that I keep disappearing on you all. There's... I'd say that nothing's really happened in the last week or so, and that's true, but...

This September has been shit.

It was one of my favorite OCs self-chosen birthday last Friday, and I could barely celebrate it because I was too distracted with not just staying in bed and crying for no reason. Nothing happened to me. Nothing directly happened to me, but fuck, I'm tired. I'm just so tired, and I'm not the sort of person who just... gives up like that, or wants to give up like that.

I have spent the last week trying to not cry all the time, and nothing's happened. Everything's already over, and I just can't stop crying now.

I owe my professors so many apologies for my behavior in class. I've been distracted at best.

I'm sorry guys, I really am. I keep hoping that I'm going to break out of this slump, but nothing's really working. Can... Can I have a comment thread here where people request something for me to write? Just... short little things? Anything you want? Please.

Also feel-good fics that make you remember that the world can still be a good place. Fics that make you laugh.

Thanks, everyone. Hopefully the Seiner Maso fic will have a new chapter soon.
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