February One-Shot
Feb. 11th, 2011 07:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zenellySo, the February one-shot is the Death Note one (only because it has to do with Valentines Day, and I promised myself last year that I would write it), and I never realized before how much I was hurting last year when I came up with the plot-line.
See, last year around this time, I was going through a big bit of irrational jealousy over my two best friends and a bit of relationship stuff (or lack-thereof), and it's still bleeding through every bit of this ficlet. I mean, I thought I had gotten over it, but apparently, no, no I haven't. Not to mention that I don't like it when the characters don't end up happy.
(The only thing that last sentence means is that I'm going to write a follow-up fic where Mello gets his head out of his ass and actually DOES SOMETHING about Matt and his feelings. So February is a two-fer.)
I never knew that I could get this sad just by writing a fic. I'm not too sure how well it all came through, though, especially since I don't like talking about it myself.
Oh well, time to see, I guess.
ETA: Also, got my nails painted yesterday. They're a lovely shade of blue. And every time I look at them, all I can think is "OMG THEY LOOK LIKE SAILOR MERCURY'S NAILS". And then I sorta want to facepalm.
See, last year around this time, I was going through a big bit of irrational jealousy over my two best friends and a bit of relationship stuff (or lack-thereof), and it's still bleeding through every bit of this ficlet. I mean, I thought I had gotten over it, but apparently, no, no I haven't. Not to mention that I don't like it when the characters don't end up happy.
(The only thing that last sentence means is that I'm going to write a follow-up fic where Mello gets his head out of his ass and actually DOES SOMETHING about Matt and his feelings. So February is a two-fer.)
I never knew that I could get this sad just by writing a fic. I'm not too sure how well it all came through, though, especially since I don't like talking about it myself.
Oh well, time to see, I guess.
ETA: Also, got my nails painted yesterday. They're a lovely shade of blue. And every time I look at them, all I can think is "OMG THEY LOOK LIKE SAILOR MERCURY'S NAILS". And then I sorta want to facepalm.
