okay the other thing
Dec. 2nd, 2015 08:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zenelly Sorry, I forgot this too but, like, thinking back on it.... just... finishing that project and sending it off, as weird and unreal as it feels right now, it... felt really good.
Getting it done, and spending the last few days before I sent it off just working on that and that alone pretty much felt so good. I'm usually pretty proud of my writing. I know it isn't bad stuff, I just also know that I have a lot to work on. I'm proud of the skill that I've honed and refined and worked on over the last few years, and I can see improvement, but it really doesn't feel like it sometimes, and that is such a large discrepancy that it bothers me a lot sometimes.
I dunno.
It just cemented the fact that writing is what I want to aim for in my career. More than engineering, I want to continue being a writer. If, for the time being, I have to do both, that's fine.
Getting it done, and spending the last few days before I sent it off just working on that and that alone pretty much felt so good. I'm usually pretty proud of my writing. I know it isn't bad stuff, I just also know that I have a lot to work on. I'm proud of the skill that I've honed and refined and worked on over the last few years, and I can see improvement, but it really doesn't feel like it sometimes, and that is such a large discrepancy that it bothers me a lot sometimes.
I dunno.
It just cemented the fact that writing is what I want to aim for in my career. More than engineering, I want to continue being a writer. If, for the time being, I have to do both, that's fine.
