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[zenelly]

God guys, I'm sorry that I keep disappearing on you all. There's... I'd say that nothing's really happened in the last week or so, and that's true, but...

This September has been shit.

It was one of my favorite OCs self-chosen birthday last Friday, and I could barely celebrate it because I was too distracted with not just staying in bed and crying for no reason. Nothing happened to me. Nothing directly happened to me, but fuck, I'm tired. I'm just so tired, and I'm not the sort of person who just... gives up like that, or wants to give up like that.

I have spent the last week trying to not cry all the time, and nothing's happened. Everything's already over, and I just can't stop crying now.

I owe my professors so many apologies for my behavior in class. I've been distracted at best.

I'm sorry guys, I really am. I keep hoping that I'm going to break out of this slump, but nothing's really working. Can... Can I have a comment thread here where people request something for me to write? Just... short little things? Anything you want? Please.

Also feel-good fics that make you remember that the world can still be a good place. Fics that make you laugh.

Thanks, everyone. Hopefully the Seiner Maso fic will have a new chapter soon.

Comments

[key2thekingdom.livejournal.com]

Okay, um, I'm sorry you feel bad baby. I don't know what to say other than what I've said before/that you already know, but I'm gonna say it anyway. I love you. It'll get better. The fact that you want to get better is a good thing.

I'm not someone who gets depressed, even if it is in my family. I just...don't. I've always felt disconnected from tradgedy, and I guess I'm really lucky about that. So I can't say I know how you feel or how to deal with it.

I'm coming up blank on writing prompts, but I do have a suggesttion for fanfiction. It's been a while since I've read it, but from what I remember it's adorable and silly. Even the name makes you giggle: Fuzzbutts. It's AkuRoku kitties with human Destiny Island kids. And I vaugley remember Lux showing up with a Xigbar cat. Anyway, here's the link.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5594135/1/

Hope you feel better babe.

[zenelly.livejournal.com]

I empathize really easily, which is why this is all has been bothering me for so long. It's been 23 days. I just don't want to feel like this forever.

I'll make sure to read it! Thanks!

*hughughughug*